4th June 2009
2009-04-24 at 4/24/2009 10:35:00 PM
( SIGH )
Just
41 days before he enlists into army.
It feels like tomorrow, and I'm already feeling the tension.
I expected it, expected this day to come, but now that it's so near, I'm starting to feel lost.
Though it didn't feel as bad as it was then, but there's still tears, despair.
I wish for time to pass really slowly, so we could have more time together.
It's a bad timing for us actually, I am so busy with my school, you're going to be so busy with your work. Hopefully we could have some time. Hopefully.
As I blog, I'm listening to our song, 'fall for you'.
I kept crying, mind all blank, my throat feels tight while I'm here trying my best to hold my tears back.
Time flies, we are together for 9 months already. Had all the ups and downs like all the couples around, not forgetting the lovely share of joys and laughters, sticking to each other all the time. Time will slowly allow me to adapt to not seeing him on the weekdays, I know and I believe I will pull through. I know I can be independent, but it gets me worried about how tough his bmt is going to be... well... I am confident he will be fine because it's him.
I will wait for you, big bully.
I will wait for you, my precious boy.
We'd gone through the toughest time together, we will pull through this together.
I believe so.'Absence makes one miss, remember?'
2 years from now, I hope, really hope for us to still be the same.Though our future still seem bleak, I hope we can walk together for now till we can't.
But again, baby I hope you're my last.
p/s tonight will be night that I will fall for you, over again, dont make me change my mind.
And this picture, for you.

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