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She's the designista wannabe.
And, a fucking faithful girlfriend.
Jocelynthm.
blacksdope@gmail.com The21st birthday,31st August 2009. She has a love, her RacerW turned SoldierW. "I love our bling bling." "I treasure our affinity."
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4th June 2009
2009-04-24 at 4/24/2009 10:35:00 PM
( SIGH ) Just 41 days before he enlists into army. It feels like tomorrow, and I'm already feeling the tension. I expected it, expected this day to come, but now that it's so near, I'm starting to feel lost. Though it didn't feel as bad as it was then, but there's still tears, despair. I wish for time to pass really slowly, so we could have more time together. It's a bad timing for us actually, I am so busy with my school, you're going to be so busy with your work. Hopefully we could have some time. Hopefully. As I blog, I'm listening to our song, 'fall for you'. I kept crying, mind all blank, my throat feels tight while I'm here trying my best to hold my tears back. Time flies, we are together for 9 months already. Had all the ups and downs like all the couples around, not forgetting the lovely share of joys and laughters, sticking to each other all the time. Time will slowly allow me to adapt to not seeing him on the weekdays, I know and I believe I will pull through. I know I can be independent, but it gets me worried about how tough his bmt is going to be... well... I am confident he will be fine because it's him. I will wait for you, big bully. I will wait for you, my precious boy. We'd gone through the toughest time together, we will pull through this together. I believe so. 'Absence makes one miss, remember?' 2 years from now, I hope, really hope for us to still be the same. Though our future still seem bleak, I hope we can walk together for now till we can't. But again, baby I hope you're my last. p/s tonight will be night that I will fall for you, over again, dont make me change my mind. Labels: stoptheclock
Telepathy.
2009-04-12 at 4/12/2009 12:02:00 AM
I was in front of his com, and I changed my facebook status to "Joce Lyn wants a happy little treat." I'm very sure he wasn't able to look at it because I was the one who switched off his com. It's been awhile since he gave me surprise little treats, and suddenly he just came out of SPC with little treats for me! Oh love,I am a happy girl tonight. Is that the telepathy everyone's talking about? p/s I conclude you look like a black cat when I squeeze your face,now you know another way of making me burst into hysterical laughter when i'm pissed the next time.you look cuuuuuute. Labels: mrblackcat
Sneeze please, my best friend.
2009-04-10 at 4/10/2009 10:09:00 PM
Good Friday. And also the day I miss my best friend exceptionally alot. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GONG! (though you 'hmm pat' blogger) I ended up at Ang Mo Kio central just now,ended up with missing her so much. The very familiar place I used to hang out with her, the clinic she went to, the coffeeshop we had supper at, the paths we used to walk as we gossip and gossip and gossip, and I was so near to the stone bench which she sat down and cried so badly.)_= You know,I miss you so much. Went past your house,saw that bus stop,and suddenly along the way,I kept thinking,flashing back to the days where we shared so much joys and pains.Am still waiting for you to come back so I could give you a big big hug.By the time you are back,so many things have already changed,but no matter what I hope the bond we have will still be the same.I can't wait luh!(: And when you're back,it's time for me to contribute my part as Javien's godmummy.I also want to be a mummy,but I can't for now so I'll dote on Javien like my own!Haha! Anyways,I think I should post pictures today,because it's so wordy. Mr.boyfriend,I think I'm being really sweet just now,3 cheesy messages at a go.Happy right? Lol!Though you're the most irritating and fierce boyfriend I ever had,you mean alot to me okay?*I can feel you going 'what siolllll?' now* Lol.But yah lah,you're also extremely sweet and lovely racer lah.I looooooooooooooooove you my bitchy boy. p/s Do you know you seriously nag like my mama and bitch like those typical gossipmongers at the market?But still,yo the best siolllll! It's a happy good friday with baby by my side and my best friend in my heart.(: cool luh. I swear I miss you too bookworm babe.  Dearling, you are the best friend I'm talking about, you are not stupid right?  I kinda miss my extensions. lol. Labels: happyfriday
Imperfection.
2009-04-08 at 4/08/2009 11:44:00 PM
Helloh. (: I have been so busy recently, all the weekends burnt and etc: So I'm sorry I couldn't manage my time properly, dividing it for everyone. I'd been hearing some remarks which I dont want and dont feel like explaining. I wont hint out on anyone for further troubles and stuff. So yeah, letting it be will be the best solution. No one's perfect, I am not too. If being busy is an excuse in your eyes, then I dont have a reason to explain. -.- Anyways,chermont lau,I dont know why you didn't reply me but I do hope we could meet up soon because we have alot and alot to catch up with.So when are you free?Like we could have dinner or supper together or something?With Nicole?She's lost right?Meet up sooooon! Perhaps recently weren't too good for me and baby. Nope,no dramas in our relationship, more of facing with stress and stress and stress. Baby,no matter what,I strongly feel we will pull through together.(: It hurts to see you hurt luh. p/s I hope to always be the one attending to you when you're hurt, stressed or upset in many years to come. (*: Dimpled smile baby! |
