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I just finished reading a book I borrowed from Chermont, 'Man and Boy'.
It was really nice, kept me occupied in the middle of the night till I feel my body bugging me for some good sleep. It was about this extra-marital affair this guy had, a one night stand which ruined his marriage. Just one night, and it's game over. And I can't forget one sentence extracted from the book; "The joy of a meaningless sex should never be underestimated". Yeah, it shouldn't. Men. I hope a relationship isn't so complicated, why are there so many men who could sleep around and go back home telling their wife how much they are loved. Or even more senseless when they go around telling their friends how much they loved their wife, sleeping around was just to show how much of a normal men they were. Bullshit.

I know for me, it was never like that. Or to begin with, I'm never once a man. I might have foul in a relationship before, might have fall for someone else when I was in a relationship with someone, might have been out at the zoo enjoying myself when my boyfriend was sick at home waiting for me, might have deleted unforgivable messages before meeting up with my boyfriend, might have asked someone else to hold my bag for me when I don't even request that done with my own boyfriend, might have agreed to someone's offer to piggyback me, but I never did sleep with another soul, when I am in a relationship.

Of course I know in some aspects, I can't escape the fact that I 'did' commit a betrayal. But still, to be compared with those men, my offence was so much more of a forgivable act. But again, I never did feel I was forgivable. Whatever, why am I talking about myself?

Anyways, it was a great book, a book which nearly brought me tears.
And I think I should really cry, cuz it's the 2nd book I finished reading after so many years.
Thank you Chermont Lau, you didn't sssave my life but well, you did change me.
A promise that I won't 'siam' at the sight of books if you want to head to borders one day okay?

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So long since I blogged, I'm clueless why I'll start off with the title of a book. Hormonal change. Lol. Recently, I had been busy, with boyfriend's stuffs and my own. It's been so many weeks since we went for a movie, not in the right mood for one and what's worse I was sick for a few days already. Walking zombie. Get well soon and I can be crazy again. Because of this, I hadn't met up with Mia, and it's too late to meet up with Wenhui & co because he's probably on his way to Cambodia. Bon voyage brother, have a safe trip!

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I think it's really time to doll myself up, get a job and continue dolling myself up. Been rummaging through my old clothes, and I seriously need new clothes. Quick money quick. I need some real retail therapy. And Brenda, I need some super affordable shopping spree! Haha, wait for me! (: I want my eyelashes, my MAC jet black eyeshadow and that black sandals I spotted the other day!

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All the ups and downs, sometimes it's so unbearable.
And with my temper which is making a u-turn back to me, it's even worse.
Boyfriend's been a little impatient nowadays, I've been a little aggressive.
It was just luck which stopped the few quarrels which almost started.
But hell yeah, we held it good.
So, hopefully all these will disperse with the wind soon.
I love you luh bodoh.
LOL.



And I dont know how long it will take to download 'adobe premiere'. Dammit.
Feel so much like knocking out now. -.-



A random note:
Some questions are rushing through my brains.And as usual,I can't stop it neither could I solve it.Maybe because it's the time of the month for me,so I've been rather cranky recently.Cranky cranky.I'm easily tired,easily agitated.Or maybe recently the stress level is higher than usual,really strenuous on my part.But well,hopefully this will go away,and yes,job seeking continues on thursday.

P/S Dearling, I might be a little busy recently but will try my best to focus.Miss you!



Yah,a random addition to my dead blog.

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