Resolution Add-on.
2009-02-07 at 2/07/2009 09:57:00 PM
When I'm 13,I'm but a immature ah lian trying hell best to break all rules in school. Stealing,fighting,quarrelling,smoking and playing truant was a trend.Disobeying parents was my biggest regret.
At 17,I grew out of it,a little.Yes,I didn't stop smoking,I didn't attend every lessons in NAFA,but other than that I'd grown.
Turning 21 this year,my mindset towards life made a huge turnover.
Part of it,it was some influence by people around that I decided it's time to have a goal.
Most of it,I'd grew out of all the craps that some I regretted doing;one of it I'd learnt to love my parents better.
I had ambitions when I was a little girl,haha,being a teacher or a doctor.Okay,that was insane.I can't be a teacher because I get impatient with kids in the long run.I can't be a doctor because I flunked my science paper.(i supposed it's linked?)Now that I'm graduating in a few months time,I'm seeking a goal.Many around is,serious.Chermont used to be someone with no ambitions(from what I know),now she's seeking for a goal too.For an ex-ahbeng like baby,he has ambitions,dreams and goals.And I guess he really did guide me in life because I feel guided right now.Thank you mr.boyfriend.Same old sayings from me,you really did make a grrreat impact in my life.Dearling,I'm not gonna exclude you cuz you guided me in life too.(:
That day I was at dino with Chermont,we spent an hour or so talking about our future,our own future.At that moment,I was suddenly very fess'ed up with life,my career and my family.I have 2 young punks at home,one 6 and one 11 this year.My dad is still working hard to provide for us while mummy is a housewife taking care of our daily needs.In no time I'm turning 21,it's time I start contributing to my family.Earn big bucks and help out.That's part of the reason why I'm so enthu into getting a job now,even before I graduate.Marriage to me was a big deal just months ago,because I always wanted to be a young parent like mummy.But now,it's placed behind my mind.In reality,I guess career comes first,in my case.I'm always career-minded,but only now had I realise how to go about being how I want myself to be.I'm doing everything step by step,having a planner which Chermont gave me is a start.I swear it's true,I don't know if you guys know what I mean.I just want everything to be scheduled out properly.And then,a job.
I'm ranting on and on I know.
But well,this is really how I want life to be now.
Anyways,I just realised on the 14th January,baby and I had been together for 6months already.But apparently,we thought it was just 5months.So on Vals' Day,it's 7months already.Time isn't waiting,so everyone should BUCK UP FOR A GOOD LIFE man!
Okay,blogging's over.
Will continue adding on resolutions if there's any.
P/S James Sin(my lecturer for professional practice)told us the other day,that in many minds,designers are cheap.But guess what,we are so not.So designers out there,we should be proud of ourselves.Haha.
P/P/S Jean(my lecturer for digital media production)and I had a talk for awhile the other day,and whatever she said brought me a step closer to my dream,a successful designer.
P/P/P/S Baby remember our deal aite?For now,we'll hold hands and work hard with our free hand.(:
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