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It's bad to have itchy fingers,if i don't then I won't have to find out so much.
Don't ask me why,I have no comments,nothing to elaborate.
Goodnight people,I finally force myself to at least feel sleepy.

-.-
Remember,no one asks anything.
Including you...and you...and all of you.

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Don't you dare think dirty people.
Here's the loveliest picture taken today.
Baby you're so so loved,I mean it when I say it.

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School was crazily tiring today,I was rushing the whole day.
But it was a good day.Maybe because I sorted many things out already?

Anyways,I headed over to aljunied to meet up with bi after school today.
From there,we rushed back to tamp to look for ys.
Then,to vicom to pay his road tax.
And,to changi for yummylicious nasilemak.

3 people with 3 bloated stomachs walked to changi beach area;to digest their food and to take a breather.Recently wind's been howling like free I swear.I can feel it when baby rode me,even with a scorching sun.What's up la!So yeah,back to our walk,it was super windy,but I didn't fly.Lol.And tada~ the best time to camwhore with messy hair!

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Looking at the old wallpaper I have on the screen of my phone,it flashed back to the time I showed him my hand when he was in remand.

I hope I'm still able to comply the promise made...
because I want to,for him.

It's him,my other half.
I can choose to neglect many things in my life,for him.
I can do what I don't do for others,for him.
I can stop myself from doing what I always love to do,for him.
I can dote on him more than I love myself.
Yes,to that extreme.

What made him so special,so different from other men in my life,that I can do everything just to show my love to him?It's his smile,his contagious laughter and his love.

It's not that I don't trust him,but hell true,this world is a mess.

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Yesssssss!
My hard disk didn't die on me,it revived!
If it crashed,*shrugs*...I will cry like a river man.
Thank you hard disk,you are the memory keeper of my life.
Can't lose you and I'm glad you are still BREATHING!

I'm going to do a second backup in case,all the memories,my hardwork,I just can't lose it la.



OH,I have pink nails!Okay random.
At least my pink nails are able to make me a happier person today.

Not in a very active mood for anything now,having temporary mood swings.=X



Am going to rest my mind now.
I shan't think about anything,because even if I do,it is to no avail.
Now,my new year resolution is to be a happier person,to work hard in school as well as my upcoming job,earn big bucks so I can buy everything that I want.And also,be a better person.
So,J,listen good,you are not allowed to think too much,it will kill you.(:
And yes,I reply,'HELL YEAH!"(((:


















































Okay,I'm one-eyed monster,but no,it wasn't on purpose,haha.
I'm not a lian!

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DRUM ROLLLLS and here's a piece of good news.The best thing that happened in 2009 till now.

"I fucking passed my fyp and all I need to do is to attend class every thursday from 12pm-6pm for a few months and and and I will get my DIPLOMA!"

NB,I'm all smiles and will probably smile to sleep tonight.
No more hardcore stress-piling projects to go through,for now.
And I'm heaving a BIG BIG SIGH OF RELIEF RIGHT NOW!

Met up with laura in school at 10am today.There was no class so yeah,as planned,we WALKED over to far east.And we SHOPPED for 4hours straight.lol.

PROs; I got my dresses,jeans,nail polishes and eyelashes!
CON; I'm a plaster queen today,ended up in 5 blisters thanks to charles and keith.f you.

Tonight will be the night,to be specific it's 12am,it's a special day for me and you baby.
I believe love was made, for the both of us.
It's 5 months we shared life,how lucky I am to have you around.
Thank you my love,sorry but you HAVE to be mine.

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Haha.Okay.middle finger is just random.
First day of school wasn't too bad.(:
Felt a little foreign because many of my classmates are NEW.
Samuel is in advertising now,so it's just the 5 of us left.But well,today 2 didn't turn up.
So Laura & I bought meehoon and a can of drink,got talkative and fagged like free @ the usual spot.So her new resolution is to be a better person,get her priorities right.Sama sama.
Headed over to bugis for shopping & we got ourselves some new year clothes,plus an identical 'EMO' printed teeshirt.We are dared by each other to wear to school so ya,bought.

Met up with baby at dino,with ys.
Showed them my EMO tee.lol.So baby gave me a -.- look.Haha.
Auntie cooked spicy but yummylicious spaghetti,there goes my sweat.
Anyways,bought a oversized dress with star prints,that cheeky boy of mine laid my dress on his computer table and said it was a tablecloth.(fuming mad)Haha.The funny thing is I forced him to wear it on,go to his mummy and say it's a top I got for him.And she laughed like mad.Haha.Baby always take up my 'dares'.So BRAVO you!

School is at 9am tmr.And during the few hours' break time,Laura and I are going for another round of shopping at Far East.I need clothes!((:

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Oh hello,I'm back with a new blogskin like I promised.Now this I love.Spend the last 2 hours making this blog work and tada~ here's the outcome.I fcuking love the colours can.I feel 2 words,'SO ME!'

Bi said,'a nice blog you have there'.WALAO~after all the laughs.Haha.But well,I love his compliments.(: School's starting tomorrow,and I feel quite okay for it.So work hard J,you can do it siol!Baby I'm turning now,promise.And,I am so happy happy happy.
Ecstatic.

GOODNIGHT people,and have you guys easily decoded the title of my blog?HAHA.middle finger to you if you can't decode.okay joke.

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Haha.very good.I'd just make some kinda mess to my blog.No more VIBRANT colours.Oh fuck.I'm sickening.But,well,let it stay like that for a while,and I'll find a super 'chio' blogskin to replace this.Don't you people think you are in MATRIX right now!Nb.but not bad la.Something new.Just that I've to brainstorm on what I had placed in the old blog because it's permanently deleted.There goes my pictures,my songs and me&bi's countup timer.Damnit damnit damnit.

Anyways.I'm going to sleep now.My blog is fugly.Okay random.
Bi's going to laugh at the MAN-LY colour used.For matrix fanatics.
Whatever la.Pray for me,my next blogskin is going to be JUICY.

Goodnight and bye.

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SHIT LA!
The thought of going back to school sucks.But well,it's a new start for me.I will make it a point to do even better for my fyp this time round.Have already endured for 6months,so another 6months won't be too long because I'm going to be fucking busy squeezing out every bit of my creative juices.I have alot that's why,HAH.So wish me good luck.My nafa clique,I'm back!Haha.
So slacker's gonna say goodbye to her holidays.6weeks just POOF-ed like free.

Boyfriend,a kiss for you because you accomplished what you should do these 3 weeks.It was tough I know,but look at it,it's a step nearer to freedom.So congratulations!No more choke slams,but I hope you won't do it on me.Haha.And,don't be upset anymore,you have a legendary joker girlfriend.Oh,plus,I hope I'll always be able to make you smile when you're down baby.

(,= <-Nah,my dimple smile.

2nd day of the new year,so far so good.(:

Ooh.So I'm rushing out a post right now because I want to finish it before the clock strikes 12.

Turn back time to year 2008.Uh-huh.I don't have a word to describe how good or bad it was.Mixed up.But for one I know,year 2008 brought me countless setbacks,facing the very-drama-mama situations that maybe not everyone would need to go through.Oh,I met a jerk,that I have to emphasize.To add on,this jerk treats me like a f.o.c bookie.He thought of himself as a successful casanova,he looked down on my ability to expose his neverending lies.Maybe not everyone got the opportunity to listen to how bad a liar he was,so I'll pronounce it here,loud and clear.(don't turn on your speakers)Apparently,this jerk hung up on his ex-gf's call and acted like he was updating his friend on manutd's score on a particular night.He was basically talking to himself till his ex-gf called again and yah,a very direct way of exposing his stupid lie.Fuck you pinocchio!But he is good for a reason; he indirectly took revenge for someone whom I hurted.My retribution.Yah,him.How bad 2008 was for me,it can't be compared to how fucking bad it was for him.But well,it's over and we are friends now.

Meeting you,yes you racerw,was one of the greatest things that ever happened in my life.And though you made me cry in primary 4,though you are still as irritating as ever,I'm happy to have you.And,I must mention this;you are still making me cry after so many years.Well,this commitment,you and me,was something never expected to be.But,it happened.Life since the day we met again,it was good,besides the times you weren't able to be here for me.Tada,here's the drama-mama situations,my determination stronger than the norm,I waited for someone I never expected to have fallen hopelessly in love with.The biggest thing he went through in 2008,it was bad but yet a blessing in disguise,right?Because that was the moment I knew he's more important than a friend who was there for me during my lowest point of life.Anyway,I have no idea when I had started loving him.Question mark.Thank you for coming into my life since the second half of 2008,at least I have one word to describe how life was;FUCKING IN LOVE.(: And I hope for the coming new years,my resolution will still be trying even harder to keep our love strong.We've endured together the bad times,this far,backing out is the last thing on my mind.So let's strive for a better life together.Oh,together with our baobei too.Bibi,I love you,let's share life together with our small eyes.Okay,doesn't rhyme.A new year kiss for you!

And I hope 2009 will bring US,my family and friends the bestest things.

Do I get an angbao for saying this?It comes from my heart,so anyone who's generous,call me and I'll give you my magical posb account no.($._.$)

And,thank you for making 1st January 2009 such a lovely one.I love you my racerw.