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Thank you love,for making Christmas day such an awesome one.

P/S I love you.




o o h m y r a c e r w!






And I hope I'll wake up with a smile tmr morning.
Because I'm still happy to have you around...

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If a lollipop appears right in front of me now,I'll scream and give that person a hug.
"ranting away" I want a lollipop,I need one,I'm so going berserk!

For no reason.I feel happy though,but something in me is changing,stirring me up from time to time.Like out of a sudden,I'll go 'oh my god,why did I just say out?' I'm blurting out things I didn't want to,but well,I guess it didn't offend a single soul because my life is still at peace now.

But still,I need a SPARK.need something different.
need a moment of silence or a heart-to-heart talk at the beach with someone close.
and dearling,you aren't here.no one is going to walk with me along east coast park,sit somewhere and talked like as though we have all the time in the world (we usually end up in cabs,-.-).Sadness will always overcome itself when I'm with you,you will never fail to make me laugh,sometimes I have to even gasp for breath because you're too insane,and I miss you hitting me when you go insane through laughter.as I blog,my tears rolled down,I guess I need you around.Maybe I don't need you every single day because I have a boyfriend now,but something I know,I know I need you around to share with me my joys and pain.nabei la.faster come back will you?

P/s don't worry dearling,nothing's wrong with me,just a gush of emotions flowing through.I'm happy now,with everything.(:

God knows what's up with me,I don't know.I can be so happy this minute,and become as quiet as a mute the next second.That's why I say something is really changing in me.Hormonal changes??OH NO!I'm no more the 24/7 hyperactive happy shit,more like a part time nowadays.Maybe it's due to things that have been happening recently,that I won't elaborate,because I'm quite used to handling problems myself.

Okay,I tell myself I'll enjoy xmas 2days later and come up with a better plan on how to be a happier person.Adios!

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Boooring.
But whoosha,xmas is coming!
What's santa claus lao uncle getting me?Nothing.
What's mummy getting me?I want lollipops!A whole bouquet of them!
Mummy please leh.

Whatever.
People read and they'll know I'm bored.
But again,Xmas is coming and...
Oh!DEARLING,

Merry Xmas to YOU,HX & JAVIEN!
Remember to buy red socks to put on your head this xmas,maybe santa will give you a kiss cuz you act cute!Muahaha.JOKE la.Miss you so much okay!Enjoy this special day in Arizona,with warmest love from your ahlian best friend.

I miss you
I miss you
Miss you all the way
La la la,la la la la la
I miss you all the way!
HEYY!
"inspired from jingle bells,that outdated song"


Thank you my best friend.

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Hello people.I'm ungrounded,self-acclaimed news.
Brought my darling cousin to FAHRENHEIT's concert earlier and I tell you I feel weird.-.-
I can't really blend into those young dudes anymore; and I don't seem to be able to shout together with them,so is it a good or bad that I'd grown out of this? But no matter what,I still enjoyed,something different and I feel YOUNG siol.
p/s my precious girl,stop cheating my $ to buy crackers and i'll never forget you slurp the milo i bought for wy korkor.lol.

Haha.So do you people like my blog's new vibrant colour?I'd gotten a little sick of the black,red and white colour scheme (though fyi,they are still my fave colours).Just thought of changing my colour scheme to this because it's colourful enough to 'motivate' me to blog more frequently.If not,that kaypo dearling is going to rap about my dead blog.Oh yah,I know I say this all the time but well,I miss you.And another reason for these colours,it represents my mood.I'm a happy shit siol.

Anyway,xmas is coming and I'm excited.(though I'm going to be at bi's house when the clock strikes 12)It's okay,I'm still ecstatic.(though bi's probably going to say merry xmas to the santa claus in his atlantica!(his game))Haha.nah just a joke,and YOU better prove to my loves it is a joke.Damn it,I miss you.Xmas is coming,which means to say it's closer to saying goodbye to 2008.Wow.I'll blog soon about my new year resolutions plus a whole lot of things I'd been through this 1 year.

i wonder how you are sometimes...
and i hope you are going on fine.
my apologies for every scar inflicted on you,truly so.
the last xmas was with you,i'm sorry this time round i can't be there.
thank you for everything,for bringing me through life for 3 long years.



and i think this joke (d abovementioned) will last you guys for some time because I'm going to isolate myself for awhile.
KNNBCCB TO ALL THE BAD THINGS!
nah.here's a little of the rebellious me.wow.rebellious.what a word.this word should be used in a post 5years back.oh come on.it is made out of no choice.my apologies.I hadn't felt so cranky for a very long time already,because no matter how tough life was,it was good and worthwhile.But this time round,it's bad like fuck.Guess why?Hah.stop guessing cuz no one will ever get it right.
FUCK TO ALL THE NONSENSE!
a post with numerous vulgarities.very crude.but I can only vent it here because I have no more licence to kick my door,bang my head against the wall or punch my fist into my poor cupboard.someone save me please,I'm in 'belated teen-age crisis'!Have you people ever got pushed mentally to one corner,already cramped enough but someone just have to push you like the wall behind you is invisible.oh yah.they just did that to me.wow wow wow.like maciam you don't know how much it hurts on my part when you keep pushing me.so when i roar out loud,you shall then stop isn't it?So RWARR!Could they please back off,I'm suffocating and stressed.Now I'm laughing at what I am typing.Goodness me.

Why 17th December 2008 a bad day for me?
Answer: Because I'm like a jinx,I quarrelled at home,quarrelled when I am out,quarrelled again when I came back.So who is the jinx,it's me.

So what am I going to do next since I'm the jinx?
Answer: I won't have my meals,I will hibernate,I won't get out of my room unless I need a bath or pee relief,and so I'm not getting outta my house,and I need to add this on,I WILL GET OUT OF MY ROOM IF THEY INITIATE A WAR AGAIN.

BLOG-SHOUTING WITH A POINTED MIDDLE FINGER,PROUD TO PRESENT IT LIKE A THUMBS UP!
(anyway,I'm not doing this in reality right now,don't you worry.)

catch me if you can.peace la sial.
okay,that's out of sudden crankiness,yet again.

anyway,boyfriend you need not worry,I'm fine.
and I haven't thank you for fetching me from katong when you were already so tired.
not yet said but very appreciated.
good night,we argued but I still love you.

The last time we met up as a group,it's like ages ago.Met up with adeline,gene,lynnz and boyfriend for dinner on tuesday.Oh my everything was just like before.(: Felt really happy that night,but lack of michelle,lili and jeannie.My dear michelle is in arizona enjoying life,lili was busy with work and couldn't make it at the last minute.Jeannie,she's missing in action.What if one day all of us meet up,will it be happy like before?Those times we cried our eyes out together,listening to the one confiding.Those times we do stupid stuffs,ending up with neverending laughters,those times we had chalet once a month,suppers at geylang and staying over at a lok-kok hotel together?Gosh,if time could turn back I hope we didn't have to dispense this friendship over childish issues.I was telling them that day,to ask me to think back about the bad things that happened,I could barely remember already.We've all grown up isn't it?Anyway,it was an awesome night out with the girls,and I can't believe I did so many crazy things in the past.Haha.Thinking of it just make me laugh like nuts.

Dearling you should be here man,I guess all of them miss your laughter as much as I do.(:
Girls,we will meet up soon again right?Hopefully the rest will join us.And dearling,if you want to join,I can always bring a webcam out,without the laptop.Haha.I'm joking.Goodnights.

These few days have been peaceful,lovely.
With him around,how bad could life be?He just have to dance like john travolta,imitate like a gay,act like a little boy and walk like an ah beng,I'll laugh the whole day already.and sometimes in my sleep.haha.Boyfriend you're so loved.

You made things worthwhile,for you I'm willing to do everything.