Pick up for me,the broken pieces of my heart.
2008-10-16 at 10/16/2008 02:00:00 PM
No one will understand the pain I'm going through.
To see the signboard of where I was heading to in uncle's car...
To anxiously wait for our turn to visit you...
To see the place you're in for the next 2 weeks plus...
To go through 3 locked doors before being able to see you...
And when I thought I could hold your hand to ease our pain...
I saw that glass that separated both of us...
The way you teared telling me the magical three words...
The way I cried my eyes out saying goodbye to you...
Baby,I'm heartbroken.
And it hurts like hell when the operator said we have 2 minutes left and the speaker died off.
Are you putting up a brave front smiling to me yet again?
Then why do I sense the pain in you...
I'd been stoning the whole time everyday...
When I see you, I cry because I can't be there...how your back felt pain I hope to be your pillow all night long.
I need you,I just need you.
Every night before I sleep, I will write a letter to you. And you can't imagine how tormenting it was to hold back my tears before it stained the letter.Baby...I have all whom I need around me everyday...But no one can heal me,except you.
Remember the words written on my palm...
I'm waiting,I will persevere on,till the day you come back to me.
And what if when you're out...I have your initials on me?
It breaks my heart to see you cry...because you have always been strong in my eyes.
It hurts me to see you in tears...because it's always you who wipes away my tears.
And thank you baby,for asking me to wait for you...
Cuz from this I know,you aren't pushing me away...
Ilovewy.just him. Another 18 days...I miss your hugs boy.