I miss your everything...feel so lost without you.
2008-10-16 at 10/16/2008 07:52:00 PM
I miss you baby..
I miss the smile that made my everyday.
I miss those grins I told you I really loved.
I miss the times you fetch me from school,
...telling me dinner is at home.
I miss your kiddy laughters..
those contagious ones that made me burst out laughing.
I miss the way you imitated a mud..
..and go on whining about how much you hate them all night long.
I miss the way you acted like an ah beng..
..walking like a big shot,giving me that smirk on your face..
but never once I gave in,I acted too,like an ah lian.
I miss you telling me how much you love me...
I miss our penguin hugs and the special ways we held hands...
I miss the way you spit on the ground right in front of where I was walking on...
...but never once did you accidentally spit on my slippers.
I miss clenching your fingers with mine...
with you telling me as long as I don't feel the hurt cuz it's not a bit painful for you.
I miss fisting you in your underarms...
with you laughing like a crazy boy and taking revenge after that.
I miss arguing with you about every little things...
like who is the good PI and who is not.
I miss your jokes that never ever fails to make me laugh like a nutcase.
I miss you straining your eyes,telling me you have show luo's eyes cuz he has eyebags like you.
I miss you smoking,with your fingers moving non-stop trying to flick the ash.
I miss you shaking your left leg vigorously,acting like john travolta in grease.
I miss you acting sexy sitting on baobei...
I miss the way you scare me with your airhorn,and there you went laughing with pride.
I miss you giving me that show-off face when you make a kick start...
I miss you smiling to me till I can't see your eyes...
I miss you sending me up to my doorstep...
I miss you telling me you violated traffic rules like going past a red light but actually it wasn't...
I miss you resting your arms on my thighs,and always saying I'm your free sofa...
I miss you asking me to go over your house to watch a movie together...
I miss you bringing me to pasir ris park to see the sunrise...
I miss every single jokes you mentioned to make me laugh like hell...
I miss you blocking my vision with your hands when we see 'peng-kias' outside...
I miss you getting jealous when I say I'm going to look for RacerL and etc...
I miss you forcing me to eat vegetables...
and then you'll act like you didn't see so I had to eat again and again...
I miss us going to loyang tpk,and you'll scare me with the dog...
But again,you'll shoo it away because you know I'm afraid...
I miss you shouting at blanglahs,asking them to look at me with your fingers pointing at me...
I miss you saying 'hello' in that particular accent...
I miss you calling me a bodoh...
I miss our GIANT trips...and everywhere we went together...
Baby,there's so many many other things I miss about you...
Things I can never finish saying...
Merely 3 months...
But the memories we had felt like years...
Merely 3 weeks...
And all these memories are already flooding inside me...
Baby that's how much I miss you...
How much I need you to be here...
I'm still waiting...
Willingly and patiently...
From your RacerJ.