She's the designista wannabe.
And, a fucking faithful girlfriend.
Jocelynthm.
blacksdope@gmail.com
The21st birthday,31st August 2009.
She has a love, her RacerW turned SoldierW.
"I love our bling bling."
"I treasure our affinity."
PLURK.
TAGBOARD.Be nice.
Disgusting but unforgettable.
2008-10-06 at 10/06/2008 11:11:00 PM
I shan't say where baby and I had dinner at but yes,we vomited...together.What a shame to ' discriminate' against my favourite teh-ice.And I hope the pain we're going through now isn't the symptoms of food poisoning.What the heck.And I used to think we can only comsume 'wrong' stuff at unhygenic coffeeshops.Never expect something like this to happen at an air-conditioned food court.Got us vomiting together for a few times in a row.And roger roger baby,I just sent a complaint email to them.They better get back soon if not I'll sue them with my monopoly money.Haha.so not funny. For the whole of today,all the things on my mind are pressing hard on me,and I almost went berserk thinking about them,esp the sad msg I received when I woke up.But oh well,I'm glad and more than relieved everything's back on track for us.And I HAVE to add on, ni shi huai ren,I'm huai nu ren.We are quits.((: I'm sorry for all the hurt I caused in you... I'm sorry for that foolish decision that was made in a moment of impulse... I'm sorry for being so heartless... I'm sorry for guarding my own bloody principles that wasn't a big deal at all...I'm sorry for you being late for work today... I'm sorry for giving you all those unnecessary pressure since last night... I'm sorry for being such a weakling,giving up on something that was built up with uncountable laughters and tears... I'm sorry for telling you it'll be better if we go back to being friends once again,thinking we can really go back to how we used to be...
But after I saw you just now... I know we won't make this relationship work any better if I chose to let go... I realised we're better off being together again,because only that will make me a happy folk once again... I don't want us to be like this anymore... I want us to be happy,happy,happy... I will overcome any problems we are going to have in the future,together with you... I will stop living in denial,thinking that letting go is the best solution... I don't want the break I initiated last night... Because I found out it's still better with you around... Because I want to make things work between us,no matter how hard it's going to be... Because I regretted everything I said...
Thank you baby,for the unconditonal love you still chose to give... Thank you baby,for forgiving me this time round... Thank you baby,for not giving up once again... There won't be a next time.No more tears... Even there'll be another time,we'll wipe them away and overcome it together,right? And I'm already not used to you calling me by my name,I'm used what we have now...you plus me.
I love you,and I won't forget you fed me the sweetest popcorns. P/S The reason for my blogpost title,it's unforgettable because you were there patting my back...showing me you'll always and always be there when I need you.Before I go,I want to declare that I'm happy because I can be there for you on that crucial day. A PICTURE FOR YOU LOVE!
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