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She's the designista wannabe.
And, a fucking faithful girlfriend.
Jocelynthm.
blacksdope@gmail.com The21st birthday,31st August 2009. She has a love, her RacerW turned SoldierW. "I love our bling bling." "I treasure our affinity."
PLURK.
TAGBOARD.Be nice. WISHLIST. | Get INKed | Macbook Pro | Fred Perry Canvas | Retail Therapies SINCE 14TH JULY 2008 
FLOW BACK. June 2008 | July 2008 | August 2008 | September 2008 | October 2008 | November 2008 | December 2008 | January 2009 | February 2009 | March 2009 | April 2009 | May 2009 | July 2009 | October 2009 | December 2009 | January 2010 | February 2010 | EXITS. Dearling Brenda Irene Ivy Mia Jie Xi Adeline Kathy Zhi Yan Edwin Yan Ping CREDITS. Designer:The-curtaincall Hosts: Blogger | Blogskins
Contradictions,so near yet so far.
2008-10-28 at 10/28/2008 02:54:00 AM
For these 2 over weeks without you around...I think the amount of tears let out from within me could already fill up to pails and pails,no joke.Sometimes they will flow when I'm closing my eyes,trying to walk into dreams.And sometimes,they will be all soaked in my pillow when the mornings come.And I thought I did say every second was a step to cuddle in your arms once again.Hence,I thought I would feel better as each day passes.But now,I felt my assumptions are merely mistakes,I am wrong. Yes,chermont said it's so near yet so far.She totally understand what I meant,totally. Every day nearer to feeling your everything again,I feel further away from you.3 weeks of painful bearings,I can't feel your hugs anymore.Slowly as each night passes,I feel stranger to everything about you,I lost the feelings of your hands and body. Baby,I need you back.I know it's very contradicting,but that's exactly how I feel.But don't you worry darling,because whatever feelings that are lost during this period of time,my heart feels the same,and in fact it got stronger and deeper everyday.When you're out,you'll see a girl in front of you,from her tears you'll realise how deep and true her love is for you.I'm waiting,now more anxiously,for you to come back to where you belong to-beside me.I love you.And when I say love,it's truthfully love.Goodnight baby,sleep well,and I hope your back's not sore.
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