All the emotions.
2008-10-12 at 10/12/2008 02:48:00 AM
This thought never stopped running through my mind...will I smile on the 14th this month?Baby it's our 3rd monthsary.Will the outcome be good news so we could take a relieved break after struggling for 3 over months,worrying about the verdict?I hope and I pray.
Went to aunt's house in the afternoon to peep at her newborn baby Timothy.Omg.He's so cute.(though all babies look alike)I carried his tender body in my arms,with him opening his eyes slowly looking at his cousin ME!He's soooo cute okay.Will post his picture very soon,when I have the time and energy to.I feel so drained,with all the emotions inside me.
Baby was supersweet to come all the way to Clementi to fetch me,and I'm sorry to you cuz you bumped into that man in white.$40 flew because of me!): I really feel bad dear!I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!Headed over to church and den to his grandma's place for dinner.
As usual,met up with skinnyhulk.Rode over to fetch chermont at bedok,had yummylicious bbq chicken wings at 85 and then to dino for teh-ice.(with kh)Home after that.(:
And as I knelt down today...
my hands held tight...things flooded my mind...
I just hope everything will turn out fine.
Listen to my prayers tonight...
I pray for mercy...
for the one I love...
I just hope for a chance granted.
And baby do you remember I told you on the 12th,13th and 23rd every month is a bad day for me,and that I might look gloomy or stuff like that.Not anymore.Not on my mind,not affecting already.But particularly,on the 13th this month,it's going to be a stressful day,you know i know.Let's pull through this together baby.I love you.
It's 12Oct already...
1 last day before the final outcome...
At a loss of what to do anymore...
Just want to be there,period.
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