Beautiful Memories.
2008-09-29 at 9/29/2008 05:01:00 AM
Listening to that song over and over again.The lyrics repeating in my ears.I suddenly felt 'wow...everything's so different now'.The things I used to do I don't do anymore,the feeling aren't the same like how it used to be.Some are good changes,but some...
they just prick my heart.Oh my god...that's me now.
Like a lunatic blogging at this hour.I don't know,but I just don't need sleep.And who knows what time I'll just lay and knock out just like that?I haven't had a proper meal for
2 days already.I'm not desperate to go on a diet neither do I have the intention to do so but I just can't eat.Drinking's still alright but it's even lesser than it already is.
Am I having depression?Oh gosh.I always thought I'll be the last to get depression because I'm those cheerful-crazy-hyperactive-straightforward sort of person,but now I feel I'm everything but them.Whatever people.I'm just going to close my fcuking eyes and tell myself nothing's going to pull me down,at all.And that includes those issues that are of high leveled importance in my life.
Someone once told me;
Memories will always be memories.In certain situations you can only miss it,you can never get it back.Look forward,await for more happy things to put into your archive of memories.I rate it:
10stars -cause somehow I feel it does make sense.(: