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So recently,I've been feeling rather down but yup,that's all.Emotions all flooded inside me,I'm suffocating somehow,and as usual I rarely confide.It's mentally-tiring,irritating,sickening,just everything but good.

And worst of all,it's my assessments.Fcuk.I just feel so sick of everything.Life's boring boring boring.Argh.

Got very high on tequila and vodka at nick's party the other night,with babe.Maybe I didn't want to drink so much.But ya,got myself in a mess,quarrelled with boyfriend,puked,and got caught for lying to babe's mummy.You guys see it?I just get the worst of everything,it isn't a choice at all.Sometimes I just want to fcuk the world upside down,give up on everything I possess,just to start a new chapter of life.That selfishness in me is back,somehow.I am so not going to care anymore.Maybe to think for myself is a much better solution.Hah.

I know they have the best interests,of course I know that.But everything are falling out of place,everything's bad for me,so when another adds to my pile of shit,I seriously feel like I'm falling apart.Because one comes after another,one leads to another.Argh.I'm just emotionally worn-out.WORN-OUT,already.If I knew this was coming,I won't change myself in the first place then maybe when all these happened,I'm just going to put it behind me without hesitation.Everybody isn't me,I am myself,so no one's going to know how I really feel at this moment.So don't even think I'm over-reacting over trivial matters,because that isn't the point.I know some of you might be worried about me,but please if you people chanced upon my blog,don't even ask or console me,cuz that's the last thing I need.

Whatever.Just need some time of my own,complete my fcuking assignments and fcuk off to somewhere I really belong.I guess this is the most boring post I ever posted.But guess what,I don't need anyone to read it anyway.I'm off to do my adesign.It's better than making myself feel worse,better than having that heart-aching feeling inside me.Anyway,I have no idea why my heart is aching.

Might not be blogging for some time.Will give myself some time to be left alone.Know isolation better.And yes,the conclusion for everything,life disgusts me.that's it.