One Tormenting Week.
2008-07-08 at 7/08/2008 11:29:00 AM
School's commencing on 21st July.and I always hope for time to stop cuz I'm so fucking reluctant to go back to school.But now,I hope everyday passes quickly.I want to know the result.Why does it seem like every day is moving slowly...Will
'tonight be the night' you can give me a call and tell me how you are.Well,I know the answer.
Can you sense us worrying for you?
Can you sense me crying?
Can you sense us missing you?
Can you sense me telling you to be strong?
Do you know how much I want to be there?
Do you know how much we miss your jokes?I cried when **** updated me on your news.I felt so lost,felt so weird.I even lost my appetite.I cried when your sister asked me if I was the person talking to you before that thing happened.I told her
'yes,and we're supposed to catch another clip of ms swan together.He told me he will call me back,but after that he never did'.On the phone,you were still laughing like crazy and it never fails to be contagious.And we haven't catch Get Smart together.
Hais.
Quan and I were talking at 218 yesterday night.We talked so much about you, laughed at the way you play with your cigarette box all the time, laughed at how you always react when you look at girls, the way you
'rwarr' and show your tongue.He told me about how he met you and of course I told him the neverending things you did for me.He didn't cry but I guess he was holding back his tears.I was really strong too,
cried but didn't sob.So don't worry about us cuz we'll be strong,because we want to be at your back supporting u.Now we are waiting for the outcome,and I pray for it to be good.Take care of yourself for now,and we'll take care too.((:
I saw a msg I shouldn't see.Now I'm in a dilemma.Why did that msg come at this wrong point of time?I'm in no position to give an answer.Hais.
P/S RCEAR J orders RCEAR W to keep his cool and stay strong.