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Recaps:
Some old school moments with my best friend.























YES!Lighting a cigg with matchsticks when a lighter is right in front of her.And she likes it.She finds it cool but I find it embarrassing big time!
























So I ended up playing matches with her.Whoever finish lighting up a pack wins.And it's quite obvious I won la.Haha.That girl's not very good at it.



















I might not be a pink person,but I'm definitely a strawberry-cream lover.Like strawberrycreamlolli!and did I mention dearling had a sudden liking for lollipops recently.I'm only going to her one 50cents lolli as a farewell gift.Anyway,back to that,thank you racer w...for your neverending lil' treats.



















That's why I'm nice enough to spend time editing baobei for you.Super chio bodoh!Look at your headlights and rims!(: And Quan,give me a few more days to edit yours.I know you're waiting very patiently.



















And me!purple headlights!(:
























Surprise!Another cam-whore moment.
























Saw those curls?Nice bodoh!But my hair not long enough,so it isn't too obvious.So awaiting for m hair to grow long den I can make full use of this curler.Haha.So not me eh,but I kinda like it though.The lil' more mature hiperactivo.((:
























My new red top.So like red riding hood.lol.





That long long wait is over.Finally you and my 'baobei' are back! (: But boy,you lost weight.The relief in me when I hopped off the cab was indescribable.Maybe it's something I've been awaiting for.Did you see that look on quan's face when he saw you?Plain relieved.But that guy's not gonna cry for you dude.Haha.Yes.Roger to you reporting back.Now that everything's alright,have a good start.And remember everything I told you last night,esp the part regarding cherishing them.No more late nights for all of us.Quan's not going to get home late,I'm not going to get ranted,and you...it's ur turn!But for our yanping,haha...she's going to f*us upside down cuz we won't be going down '10th floor' for a very long time.but but...i'm sure she will understand.and thank you,for understanding and...i'm sorry.

And yes,with the new policy in NAFA,the thought of going back school isn't that scary and frustrating anymore.That's super good news,for me.And thank you loves,for being happy for me.Dearling esp,thanks for all the encouragements and debates along the way.And of course,daddy mummy!...for not giving up hope on me.Maybe Imma born-designer! *hah,crap la!*

The Crew,not completed.

And finally,this is my 2 favourite pictures taken that 'drunk' night.
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one,I look silly and two,i look childish.(:

It's always nicer to have pictures in a post isn't it?Laugh all you want people,you seldom have the opportunity to see me SO RED AND SO DRUNK~!And thank you to you,for being there to take care of me the whole night.You never fail to be there all the time,and this is the thing you never fail to make me touched since the day I knew you.Thank you for ur love.And oh yeah.coming up next will be pictures of my gorgeous best friend in that fine wedding gown.Dearling,you really looked very very beautiful yesterday.(: and no matter what,i'm here!if your hubby ever bully you,machogirlfriend will give him a taste of her drunken fist.But spare me some chivas first.$138.Haha.Joke.

If only I know what I really want,if only...
I will never forget everything you've given me...
And the neverending care and concern you never failed to show...
The love and everything you've put in us...
But take good care for now.I have no answer to everything...
Maybe you'll be gone if I'm back one day...
If that day comes,I will have to accept it the way it is...
It hurts,deeply,to see you like that...
I didn't know things will turn out like that...
I am sorry.

Today's the BIG DAY for dearling.Really happy and can't wait to see her later.

But at the same time,I'm feeling afraid.Because today will be the day the result is out.Your mummy called me yesterday.She talked to me about many things.Will fill you in when you're back alright?Will the outcome be alright?Are you really okay like you told uncle to tell me?I'm waiting for your call.And you know,I hope it's good news.Finally a week has passed by,it seemed so long.Finally.

Oh yeah.I was totally wasted on Joshua's birthday party.Omg.I got dead drunk and Ivan got to carry me back home.I was near to unconscious,and the feeling's super scary.It was my first time getting so drunk,never been this way before.And for the first time,my face got so red!I will put up pictures in my next post.Have a good laugh man!LOL.But hopefully Josh did enjoy his day.(:

It's 5.41am.I need to sleep.It's going to be a long day today,till you call.
I pray.



For asking your dad to do this favour for you.
For asking him to tell me you're doing fine.I hope you really are.(:
I still did not believe it was your dad who called,I even asked him if he's sure he's your dad.LOL.am I always like so 'sotong'?And you know what,xinyi jie's really very nice.nicer than you.JOKE.

Of course I hope you were the one who called.Have so much to tell you but I understand it isn't possible.Quan fetched me to Loyang Tua Bei Kong to pray,specially for you.Andy's out with his sp,but it feels so different.I told him,and he said:'You always ride on sp,still find it weird?..you bluffing who?'Haha.told you 6901's my 'baobei',cuz he listens to me bodoh.Everything's going to be fine boy.I know you're going to call me very soon.And I'm waiting.Another 2 days from now.It has been almost a week.We feel very weird.Still talking about you today.Have something very funny to tell you,so remember to ask me because I have short-term memory.



All the important events coming up.Josh's 21st birthday tmr.Heading to Opoint with the nafa cliques.Honey bunny and everyone else,you guys are so missed.

And on the 14th July,it's dearling's big day.How time flies.But I'm really excited and happy for you.So awaiting for that day to see you in that pretty white gown.I feel so happy for you.And best friend,though we had a tiff recently,it didn't change anything between us,and I don't want anything between us to change,even if you have to leave me here,to seek for your future and lifetime happiness with your guailan hubby.You should know why I say that of him,if you don't,ask me.Hehe.You know girl,it's too inconvenient to say it here.Muahaha-that's an evil laugh.And everything you told me,I'm really touched and more than glad to have known you years back.Everything you put into our friendship,I can feel.Though we have met with problems along the way,you are a best friend I'll remember for my whole lifetime,and of course with no regrets.I might not show,or didn't put in too much efforts to express,but to me you're always one of the most important people in my life.Top 3,definitely.I hope whatever that lies in front of you is the life you've always been searching for.And promise me bestfriend,have the most blissful marriage.Webcam me one day,tell me you feel like the happiest woman in the whole wide world.And when you smile,I will smile,for a best friend who had found her goal in life.I love you michelle,I really do.But I don't want us to get married.Lol.See you on monday bride-to-be,you have good news,I have good news too,and I'm sure you'll be very happy for me.(:

And a nice wedding song.



Oh yeah.Pizza-ed with Ivan yesterday.Took a few pictures under a void deck.




Random-very sour.
It's 10 July today.The last time I heard ur laughter was on 6 July.Been so many days.At least longer than usual.You are so missed and that sour feeling I have just doesn't go away.Every bike that passes by my sight,I will think of you.And the sound you always make when 6901's 'angry'.All so missed.My afternoon calls.Those msgs to tell me you are safely home.All the suppers together.The happy moments at dino.at geylang.at feifei.And the scary times you were there for me.Will you still be there?You know,thinking of it makes me insane.When are you coming back?...so I won't have so much to fret about.Anyway,I've been home these days,no late nights anymore.

Going for dinner with him later.
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it's 2.10pm now.i woke up at 7am today.




In a gd way.A Camwhore.
Out of all the effects available,this is my fave.
And out of so many things to do at home,I decided to mindmap on diff facial expressions.
LOL to my boliao-ness when nua-ing at home.

2) What's a deer still with no eye?
*drum rolls again*

Ans: 'Still No Idea'

3) Farmer A sells cows. Farmer B sells pigs. What does Farmer C sell?
*drum rolls yet again*

Ans: 'Medicine.Farmer C = Pharmacy'

Are kids nowadays witty and clever or am I slow and stupid already?
I used to have super high EQ and IQ loh.Oh,I'm blushing.

My Favourite Song.

at 7/09/2008 05:32:00 PM

X-factor:Candylike & Meaningful
Secondhand Serenade-Fall For You.

Posted this song before.But apparently it can't be played anymore.
And Rcear W,tag soon to tell me you were the one who made me so in love with this song.
You are missed,by all of us.


Oh yes,and the lyrics.
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you i'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed

But I have loved you from the start

Ohhhh

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible...

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold onto your words

Cuz talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
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DONE!

Happy 23rd!

at 7/09/2008 03:28:00 AM

Out for dinner with daddy mummy today.Had pizza.We invited Chermont to join us cuz mummy misses her.Lol.Not that totally,it's just that daddy mummy want to peep at how gorgeous she is now.But the service was really bad at tm.I almost flared up.So wanted to tell that dumb manager, 'Waive off my 10% service charge because your service suck big time!' But I didn't.Waited so long for everything.But yup,fair enough,we did have a yummy meal.(:

OH YEAH!After 12am today,which is on the 9th July,it's Ivan's 23rd Birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
though mummy was the first to wish you.

It's the 3rd day I'm not hearing your voice.Of course I still remember how you sound like.But,don't take too long please.Everyday I have this intense sour feeling in my heart when I think about you.It's hard to even accept you aren't around,persevere on boy,because all of us out here are waiting and trying our very best to keep cool.(:
P/S if you don't know,I am still waiting for 6901 to stand up cuz he fell.Can you do it?Cuz somehow I know you can.


GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE.and let's pray again tonight.

One Tormenting Week.

2008-07-08 at 7/08/2008 11:29:00 AM

School's commencing on 21st July.and I always hope for time to stop cuz I'm so fucking reluctant to go back to school.But now,I hope everyday passes quickly.I want to know the result.Why does it seem like every day is moving slowly...Will 'tonight be the night' you can give me a call and tell me how you are.Well,I know the answer.

Can you sense us worrying for you?
Can you sense me crying?
Can you sense us missing you?
Can you sense me telling you to be strong?

Do you know how much I want to be there?
Do you know how much we miss your jokes?

I cried when **** updated me on your news.I felt so lost,felt so weird.I even lost my appetite.I cried when your sister asked me if I was the person talking to you before that thing happened.I told her 'yes,and we're supposed to catch another clip of ms swan together.He told me he will call me back,but after that he never did'.On the phone,you were still laughing like crazy and it never fails to be contagious.And we haven't catch Get Smart together.Hais.

Quan and I were talking at 218 yesterday night.We talked so much about you, laughed at the way you play with your cigarette box all the time, laughed at how you always react when you look at girls, the way you 'rwarr' and show your tongue.He told me about how he met you and of course I told him the neverending things you did for me.He didn't cry but I guess he was holding back his tears.I was really strong too,cried but didn't sob.So don't worry about us cuz we'll be strong,because we want to be at your back supporting u.Now we are waiting for the outcome,and I pray for it to be good.Take care of yourself for now,and we'll take care too.((:

I saw a msg I shouldn't see.Now I'm in a dilemma.Why did that msg come at this wrong point of time?I'm in no position to give an answer.Hais.

P/S RCEAR J orders RCEAR W to keep his cool and stay strong.






And I can't sleep much,don't know why.Maybe I'm too worried that's why.
Just imagine I woke up at 9am.So 'WOW'.I think I haven't woke up so early for months already.

Every time my phone rings,I hope so much for it to be you,to tell me everything's alright.I want to listen to you confide,and hopefully you won't avoid.Get yourself strong mentally and physically.Emotionally-wise,we'll try our best to heal you,we'll try our best to go through it with you.It feels a little weird not hearing from you,not receiving any msgs from you in the evening telling me where you are,and even weirder not to hear my phone ring in the night to tell me you are done with work.And you haven't show me how 'smart' you are in your uniform.Really hope for the best this time round.And when one is sincere,there might just be a miracle...

P/S MGTS's 6901,have you collapse already?Stand up please,you must keep your words.I hate people who lies rmb?

Going out with dad and mum today.Argh.Ran out of house yesterday,now I end up not being able to meet up with dearling.We'll meet up soon alright?Truckloads of misses and love.



The moment when I gave your sister a call,tears welled up my eyes.
I aren't your next of kin,and I still needed your sister to calm me down.
She didn't tell us exactly your whereabouts. We could guess what has happened to you already,and that's so not fair. I so want to be there,just like how you're always here for me.
At the point when I was frantically looking for you,I called **** and ****. They were so lost too,and **** tried contacting your friends to look for you. I don't know if I did make a mess for you this time round,but I'm sorry cuz I was too anxious. Thanks to **** I had news of you,at least I know you are there,at least safe and sound. You made me so worried the whole day bodoh!

Tomorrow your sister will call me to notify me about you.and tonight I'll pray for you,for everything to be fine.I know you're probably feeling depressed and lost now.Please don't be,cuz you have us over here to go through everything with you.You must be strong,cuz no matter how hard it is,it'll be over someday.No matter how hard it takes,bear with it.Endure and persevere on.I'd finished up the mallowdips you bought to substitute a fondue.It's nice but I think if it's chocolate,it'll be better.So will you be alright?Will you be fine, so as to ride me to get one chocolate flavoured one?(=

Yummytreat!











Taken on 05/07 night.

My cute 15yrold cousin.














Racer.J and Racer.W.LOL.












Guantehdear & Guanyindear.












Ttthat's it!!Inspired from the kungfu girl in 'CHOCOLATE'.












And so Kung Fu Girl says: GOOD NIGHT! and not forgetting to say I'm praying for you tonight.Take care of urself for now.



Finally my fever bid goodbye and my sore throat's so much better now.Almost die-ded from that excruciating pain when I swallow ANYTHING.): I bravely swallowed tablets,am so proud of myself anyway.Hah.And,yuan brewed honey lemon juice for me and ping.really sweet of him.

Where are you?
Aren't you supposed to call back?
I've been waiting since 10am.
Do you have any idea how worried and scared I am?
Don't you switch off your com when you're not home?
Why are you online since 10am?
Did you read all the msgs I sent to you?
Then why isn't there a single reply?
Did you see the missed calls on your phone?
Your bros and I kept dialling.
Then why aren't you returning the calls?
Who was that at your door this morning?
Was that person the reason why you've been uncontactable since 10am?
Please contact us soon,because we are waiting,I am waiting...and going insane cuz you had never been like that.

P/S Mo Gui Tian Shi's 6901 doesn't collapse that easy isn't it?Den I believe you are fine.





And out of nowhere,I woke up with a high fever and bad sore throat.I looked myself in the mirror and my lips were pale.Tmr I'm so not going cancel my date with mont and weiyi to Obar.Argh.Mummy forced 2 panadols down my throat,had a bloody tough time swallowing it down.But it was really effective,cuz I'm feeling so much better already.I start to sweat and fever's gone!

Today is homeday for me.((:
Tmr's partynight for me.((:
Girls' Night.((:
Gossiptime.((:

Okay.I'm just blogging to tell you guys I'm sick.
And my condolences to jo's dad who passed away.Be strong girl!
And,for the chance you indirectly gave,thank you...best friend.




Thank you,for your porridge,for your collon and my fave nutella.
You're so appreciated.=D
And don't worry so much,take everything easy...i'm sure everything will turn out okay.take care ya?